Words in my heart

This afternoon, my mom ring me up~ she told me that my dad health in "red alert"... oh jesus
His high blood pressure so high and his face look so "red".... really so worry him. Doctor was change a medicine to him but the high blood pressure didnt reduce.... he need rest more.
When I hear from my mom, me tears was drop... I'm prayed to him hope can getting better soon.... haizzz
What happening to me currently? So many problems was faced on me now...me nearest hard to breath. Career...... business..... financial...... family...... friends...... really headache!
Everyday working and working from 8.30am to 7pm, non stop rushing this and that on accounts, no time to break even relax my mind.... the end result, what am I get in my life?
Think to create my own business, open a real shop but the location quit far from my home. Isnt suitable? Can I concentrate in my business? Me really hope so, but...... need to think not only myself, say was easy but start to manage is a problem too. How?? God...I need your help

EEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!! anybody can understand me? who can help me? I'm only 2 hands and 10 fingers...... all things want me to managed it...... so tired..... no words that I can say now.....